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Friday, July 22, 2011

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k¼¶\mb ssZh¯n\v ap¼n `à³ s\©pcpIn tIWp. `mcybpsS InUv\n amän shbv¡Ww. Hcp...cണ്ടv e£w cq]...? ssZhw \nÊlmb\mbn {]XnhNn¨p. Cà tImSXnbe£y¯n\v Rm\nÃ.
     
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Hcp I¿n _nKvtjm¸dpw atä I¿n cണ്ടv a¡tfbpw ]nSn¨v AhÄ Xnc¡pÅ enanäUv tÌm¸nte¡v _²s¸«v Ibdn. _Ên kqNnIp¯m³ CSanÃ. ap¶pt]À¡ncn¡mhp¶ koäpIfn \mepw A©pw t]À sRcp§nbncn¡p¶p. Cu Xnc¡n\nSbn ap¶pt]À¡ncn¡mhp¶ Hcp koän Hcp apÉow hr² Hä¡ncn¡p¶XpIണ്ട­p. shÅ hkv{X§Ä [cn¨ Ipeo\bmb Hcp henbp½. Xncs¡m¶pw hIsh¡msX ]pds¯ Imgv¨Ifn ebn¨ncn¸mWv. c­ണ്ടv t]À¡ncn¡m\pÅ Øew HgnªpInS¡p¶p. I¼nbn Xq§n \n¡p¶ kv{XoIfmIcpw AhnsSbncn¡p¶nÃ. BÀs¡¦nepw  koäv ]nSn¨XmIptam? AhÄ F¯n henªpt\m¡n. Cà koän Shtem t_tKm H¶pw ImWm\nÃ. C\n Bsc¦nepw iÀ±n¨XmIptam? AhÄ koän\Snbnte¡v t\m¡n Cà H¶pw ImWm\nÃ. Bcpw AhnsSbncn¡m¯Xn\m AhÄ¡v AÛpXw tXm¶n. etKPv Xmsgsh¨v CSXpssIsImണ്ട­hÄ a¡tfbpw ]nSn¨v henb½bncn¡p¶ koänte¡v sasÃbncp¶p. Ccn¡p¶Xn\nSbn AhfpsS lmâv _mKv sasà AhcpsS tZls¯m¶v X«n. s]s«¶v Ahsf sR«n¨psImണ്ടv kÀÆiànbpw ssIIfn Bhmln¨v AhÀ _mKv AhfpsS t\sc Hä D´v. ]ns¶ cq£ambn Hcp t\m«hpw. AhÄ¡v ]´ntISv tXm¶n.

       ]pd¯p Ft´m _lfw tI«p. tdmUv t»m¡mbn ap¶n \oണ്ട­ hml\\nc. F§ns\sb¦nepw ho«n F¯nbm aXnsb¶mbn. henb½ At¸mgpw ]pds¯ Xnc¡n ZrjvSn ]Xn¸n¨ncn¡pIbmbncp¶p. ]¯v an\n«v IS¶pt]mbn. s]s«¶v FÃmhtcbpw sR«n¨psImണ്ടv sskUv ¥mkneqsS ImWp¶ ss{UhtdmSmbn AhÀ Hä AeÀ¨. hnsSSm ssi¯mt\ h­ണ്ടn, F´mSv A\¡v C{X Xmakw, sN¶n«v Fs´Ãmw ]WnIfmWv InS¡p¶sX¶v Adntbm A\¡v? lnamsd, hണ്ട­n hnsSSm AeÀ¨bpsS BZys¯ sR«en \n¶pw tamNnXcmbt¸mÄ bm{X¡mcn Hcp AS¡nb Nncn ]SÀ¶p]nSn¨p. ]ns¶ AXv Iq«Nncnbmbn. NncnbpsS AeIÄ AhcpsS ImXnepw F¯n. AhÀ Hä¡pXn¸n\v koän Ibdn ap«pIp¯n\n¶v ]pdIn \n¡p¶ bm{X¡mtcmSmbn ]dªp. Rmw ]ncm´¯nbmsW¶v tXm¶p¶pt­ണ്ടm A\s¡ms¡? ]dbn³Sm Rmw ]ncm´¯nbmSm? AhÄ hnd¡m³ XpS§n. Ip«nIÄ c£¡mbn A¸w IqSn AhtfmSv H«n\n¶p. ]ns¶ AhnsS tI«Xv a¡fn¶phsc tI«n«nÃm¯Xpw A]qÀÆ Ahkc§fn am{Xw tIÄ¡m\nSbmbn«pÅXpamb Nne `mjm{]tbmK§fmbncp¶p. AXnsâ {]I¼\¯n AhÄ a¡sf H¶pIqSn tNÀ¯p ]nSn¨p shdp§Ãn¨ncp¶p. GXv kabhpw Hcm{IaWw {]Xo£n¨v, bm{X¡mÀ Ahsf klXm]t¯msS t\m¡n. CXphsc koäv HgnªpInS¶Xnsâ s]mcpÄ AhÄ¡v ]qÀ®ambpw ]nSnIn«nIgnªncp¶p. AhÀ im´bmbn. _kv {]bmWw XpSÀ¶p. CXn\nSbn AhÀ XeXncn¨v Ahsf H¶v t\m¡n. AhÄ Zb\obambn H¶p Nncn¨p. AhÀ B Nncn I­nsöp \Sn¨v Kuch¯n Ccp¶p. A¸w Ignªvv AhÀ hoണ്ട­pw Ahsf Xpdn¨pt\m¡n. AhfpsS s\©nSn¸v hÀ²n¨p. Nncn Ic¨n t]msebmbn. AhfpsS Nncn¡v AhcpsS apJ¯v bmsXmcp `mhamähpw Dണ്ടm¡m³ IgnªnÃ. ASp¯ tÌm¸n BfpIÄ Xnc¡n«nd§p¶Xn\nSbn AhÀ ho­ണ്ടpw Ahsf t\m¡n. AhÄ IqSpX hyàXtbmsS H¶p Nncn¨p. At¸mÄ AhcpsS Npണ്ട­nepw ]p©ncnbpsS Hcp t\ÀtcJ sXfnªphcp¶Xv Iണ്ട­p.

       kulmÀ±¯nsâ ]mX sXfnªt¸mÄ AhÀ apg¡apÅ i_vZ¯n tNmZn¨p. Öv Xn¿¯nbm AXm \mbtcm? F´v adp]Sn ]dbWsa¶dnbmsX AhÄ ]I¨p. At¶mS¶m tNmZn¨Xv, Asâ sXmtÅev \mhntà s]t®? AhÄ Icbp¶ a«m Asænent¸m FÃmw a\pk·mcv Xs¶btÃ? AhÀ BßKXw sNbvXp. ]ns¶ AhcpsS I®pIÄ ]pd¯v A½n\n¡mS³ ae\ncIfnsehnsStbm ]cXn \S¶p. AhÄ¡v Bizmkambn. GXm\pw \nanjs¯ \ni_vZX¡v tijw AhÀ AhfpsS t\sc Xncnªp. I¬]oenIÄ¡nSbn Dudn¡qSnb \\hv X«w sImണ്ടv AaÀ¯nXpS¨psImണ്ടv tNmZn¨p. Rm³ t\tcbmthm Iqt«y? AhfpsS DÅnsehnsStbm ImcapÅv tIdnb t]mse. Rmw A§ns\bmbnt]mÆmWv. sNet\c¯v F´m ]d¿m, F´m sN¿ps¶m¶pw Hcp ]pSnhmSnÃ. a\Êv ]pSn¨mIn«WnÃ. acp¶v Ign¡WntÃ? AhÄ aSn¨p aSn¨p tNmZn¨p. AXn\v adp]Snbmbn X«¯nsâ Xp¼n sI«nb Hcp ]nSn KpfnI¸mbv¡äpIÄ DbÀ¯nImWn¨p.

       AhÀ I¿nencp¶ C©nan«mbn AhfpsS aIsâ t\sc \o«n. ]ns¶ c­ണ്ടpssIsIm­ണ്ടpw Ahsâ apJw tNÀ¯p]nSn¨p hn§ns]m«n. sâ A³hdnsâ {]mbm...­ണ്ടmÀ¶n¦n Bcm A³hÀ? Fsâ aIsâ Ip«nbm.. s]s«¶v AhcpsS _p²naWvUe¯n Ahyàamb Nne \ngepIÄ Nen¡m³ XpS§n. AXn Ip¯nadnsªmgpIp¶ NmenbmÀ ]pgbpw AhcpsS I¿nÂXp§n Ipfn¡m³ t]mIp¶ aIsâ Ip«nbpw D­ണ്ടmbncp¶p. ]ns¶ aItâbpw acpaIfptSbpw Ip¯v hm¡pIfpw §fv {i²n¡mªn«m...sâ...Ip«n AhÄ¡ndt§ണ്ട­ tÌms¸¯n. bm{Xs¡mSphn a\Ên Ccp¼pI«nbpsS `mctaän aIfpsS ssI]nSn¨v tdmUnte¡nd§pt¼mÄ I­ണ്ടIvSdpsS U_nÄs_Ãnt\msSm¸w D¨¯nepÅ A«lmkw tIÄ¡mambncp¶p. ]dbo³Sm....Rmw ]ncm´o¯nbm... ]ns¶ \nb{´Ww hn« Hcp tX§Â          ... sâ A³hdnsâ {]mbm..... sâ A³hdnsâ {]mbm  
     
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Hcp ]mSphÀj§fpsS CSthf¡v tijw B {]WbnXm¡Ä a\Êp Xpd¶p. samss_ t^mWneqsS Ct¸mÄ Fs¶ Ipdn¨v \nsâ a\ÊnepÅ cq]w F´mWv?.  B ]gb s]mSnaoi¡mc\mb shfp¯psaenª..... AhÄ \nÀ¯n. Ijണ്ട­n _m¡n sh¨ GXm\pw intcmtcma§fneqsS AbmÄ hnctemSn¨p. I®mSnbn Iണ്ട­ Xsâ shfp¯ I«naoibv¡v Hcp Idp¯ `qXImeapണ്ട­mbncps¶¶ HmÀ½ Abmfn A¸w t]mknäohv F\ÀPn \nd¨p. Bs«, Fs¶ Ipdn¨v \n§fpsSbpÅnepÅ cq]w F´mWv? {]mb¯nsâ XfÀ¨ AXn Pohn¨ i_vZ¯n AhÄ Xnc¡n. \oe ]«p]mhmSbpw »uÊpaWnª, kz]v\mewIrXamb I®pIfpÅ saenªp\oണ്ട­ kpµcn¡p«n, AXptI« AhÄ Dds¡ Nncn¨p. ]ns¶ ]dªp. Fsâ apSnsbÃmw \c¨p. Bs«, F¶m H¶v ImWm³ ]äzm? ASp¯ HmWmh[n¡v Dd¸v? Dd¸v

       AhÄ ]dª hgnbSbmf§Ä tNmZn¨v B Ah[n¡me¯v AbmÄ AhnsSsb¯n. apä¯v DW§m\n« sIm{]m NofpIÄ sIm¯n¸d¡ms\¯p¶ Im¡Isf B«m³, tImembn \n¶v _²s¸«nd§p¶ cq]w AhÄXs¶bmsW¶v CSXv I®n\v XmsgbpÅ Idp¯ adpIv Dd¸n¨p ]dªp.  ap¡mepw \c¨ apSnbpw NpfnhpIÄ Nmev Iodnb apJhpw apt¶m«p´nb t]io_ew  Ipdª hbdpw Iണ്ട­t¸mÄ, AhÄ Xs¶ ImWp¶Xn\v ap¼v AbmÄ Xncnªp \S¶p. AhfpsS a\Ênse B shfp¯ s]mSnaoi¡mcsâ Nn{Xsa¦nepw ajn]ScmXncn¡s«..

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

]pgbpsS Bßmhv HmÀ½n¡p¶pþ

sUbvkn aT¯ntÈcnbnÂ



HmÀ¡p¶p þ Cu \S¸mXbnsehnsStbm...
ss]Xembv Rm³ ]n¨sh¨mÀ¯Xpw
{]WbmÀ¯nbmse³, hncÂXp¼m,
agss¡IÄ tImÀ¯Xpw (HmÀ¡p¶p)
      
       Im«pssIXbv¡mZyNpw_\w \ÂInbnþ
       t«dpw hnclw hnXp¼embv s]bvXXpw     
       I®\pw, Iänbpw ItÃenap«nbpw
       I­ണ്ടp aXnhcmX¶p ]ncnªXpw

ChnsSbo..... ]pÂ]¨\«p]nSn¸n¨
hgnIfnsehnsStbm Xs¶bmhmw
             
       F³ amdnsem«nInSs¶sâ Xmcm«nþ
       s\m¸w {ipXnbns«mtcmS¯e¸qIÄ
       C\nsb¶p ImWpsa¶od³ angnIfmÂ
       hnS sNmÃn am\kw s\m´p IcªXpw

ChnsSbo.... CjvSnI¯qWp]Xn¸n¨
hgnIfnsehnsStbm Xs¶bmhmw



acn¡m¯ kvacWIÄ
({io ssh¡w apl½Zv _jodnsâ _meyImekJnbnse \mbI³ hÀj§Ä¡v tijw \mbnIsb Iണ്ട­pap«nbt¸mÄ)

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Hcn¡em ]p©ncnbpÅn XfnÀ¸n¨
]p¡mesa{X? ]pfI§sf{X?
AcpWm`Xn§n XpSp¯p\n¶msh¬
It]me§Ä hmSn hnf¯sXt´?
Icfnsâbmg¯n Imasâb¼mbv
Xdª \n³ \b\§sft´ hnfÀ¯pt]mbv

Ifcnbne¶pKpcpX¶ KW\§Ä¡p¯cw
ImWm\dnbmsX \n¶ \mÄ
Hcp \qdv Iůc§Ä sa\sªs¶
H¶ma\m¡n \o HmÀ½bntÃ?

C½nWn hepXmsamscm¶ns\ Np­nþ
bs¶ÃmcpsaÃmcpamÀ¯p Nncn¨\mÄ
apdnthäp \odnsb¶mßmhne¶p \o
Aenhnsâ _mWw Ab¨XntÃ?

        ImÀ½nI³ XoÀs¯mcm Nmcapdnhnsâ
        Xo{ht\mthäv ]nSªv ]pfª\mÄ
        Hcp IpªpsX¶en¶eIfmbv hs¶s¶
        XgpIn¯temSnbo timjn¨ ]mWnIÄ

Ipän¨ptXsªmco \Jc§ftÃþ
b¶näo¨p sN¶nW¸msS³ Ic§fnÂ
PohX¯mhpIÄ Xm­n¯fÀ¶v \n³
X\phpw a\hpw Xf˦v hotg
Imew Icnajn hmcnhnXdnsb³
cmPIpamcn X³ sa¿nemsI

KmÔnPn¡v Hcp t£{Xw 
Hdnkbn KmÔnPn¡v t£{Xw ]Wnbp¶p (]{XhmÀ¯)

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ssZham¡oSsÃsbs¶, \n§Ä
tZhmeb¯nsâ I·XnÂsI«pIÄ
¡pÅn IpSnbncp¯tÃ
F{X ssZh§Ä X³ ssIImep_Ôn¨p
\mhpIÄ _Ôn¨p, Nn´IÄ Xmgn«p]q«n?
]mcnsâ tbmtcmtcm tImWnÂ
Xf¨n«p, ]mcw kvXpXnIÄ apg¡n?

Imew Ncn{Xw hfs¨mSn¨oSpþ
as¶t¶bpw \n§sfmchXmcam¡oSpw
apWvU\w sNbvX XeIfpw I¿nse
ZWvUpIfpw `mjbnÃmsX sNmÃoSpw
GXv aXs¯¯ebnteäp¶nhÀ
GXv Ipe¯n\mbv Pbv apg¡p¶nhÀ

Ignbnà a¡sf \n§Äs¡mcn¡epw
\n§Ä ]Sps¯mcp tImhn\pÅnÂ
Xfs¨sâ \mhns\ XShnem¡m³
F³ hSn \n§Äs¡mcmbp[am¡phm³
Bbp[w sXms«¶ t]cnsemcmbncw
Xebdp¯½m\amSm³
Bbncw \mcnX³ am\w IhÀ¶nSm³
Bbncw ss]X§Ä, X³ amdn \n¶näpw
sN¶nWw s\m«n\pWbm³...........
h«n¡mc³
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]peÀ¨ ]pX¸n ]pXªpInS¶bmÄ
Ip«n, Ipd¨p KWn¨p IW¡pIÄ
\qdn\v ]¯m, bnc¯n\v \qdv
]n¶mbnc§Ä ]Xn\mbnc§Ä
a\Êm£nX³ ap¶nsemcp adbn«p
Xncn¨pw adn¨pw KWn¨p
B]¯v t\c¯v XpWbmb ssZhs¯
kvXpXn ]mSn \n¶htcsd, \m«nÂ
kvXpXn ]mSn \n¶htcsd ,
s]§sf th« alm XymKn bmþ
sa¶fnb\v, k½m\ambn
\ÂIWw amcpXn amäp Ipdbm¯
]­ണ്ട§fpw ]Ws¡«pw
A½X³ Poh³ aS¡n \ÂIm³
BXpc tkhIÀ hm§o
t^mt«msbSp¡m\oknPnt\m¡phmþ
\mbnc§Ä ]eh«w.
tIm¬{Ioäp Iq«nÂInS¶pd§m³, \mSn³
PmSIÄs¡m¸apbÀ¶p s]m§m³
e£yanÃmsX{X e£§Ä hm§o¶v
Xn«tasbm«panÃnt¸mÄ
ASshm¶psXänb iIS¯n³ ]n¶oembv
I¼nIpdphSnI¿nte´n
kokn]nSn¡mt\mSnbSp¡p¶p
tk«pamÀImcpWytem]tamsS
tImSnP\XX³ ]inbS¡m³
]mSps]Sp¶hÀs¡m¸w
IqSnbXn³ ISambns«Sps¯mcp
temWnsâ ]enibpw Iq«p]enibpw
tNÀs¯mcp Ipdnam\w tXSnsb¯n.
t\cpw s\dnhpw ]Wbam¡n
t\SnbsXmt¡bpw Iq\Iq«n
h«n¡mc³ Nncn¯mÀ¯nSq¶p
X³ hSnhmfpw Npgän \n¶v

\jvS_meyw
sUbvkn aT¯ntÈcnbn 

 
In«oesb³ aIs\sâ _meyw
C\n¡n«pInsÃmcp \mfpsasâ _meyw
C\nbpw aXnhcmXIe§fnÂ
adªarXv t]mepÅnepsÅsâ _meyw.
DgpXpadns¨mcm ]mShc¼nÂ
\n¶pbcp¶ tNdn³ aWw \pIcm³,
tNdn ]pXªp ]pfªp adnbp¶
sNdpao\n\mbn ]Ss]mcpXm³
H¶c¡men \n¶msfab¡p¶
sImäb½mhsâ Im]Sy¯n³ t\sc
IsÃSp¯msªms¶dnbm³
In«oesb³ aIs\sâ _meyw
C\n In«pInsÃmcp \mfpsaâv _meyw
]mS§sfms¡ \nc¯obXn³
amdnemImi tKm]pcw XoÀ¯p
AenhpÅ a®n ]IcaXnÂ
ISpsI«nbmw tIm¬{IoäpIq«n
Ip¯n\nd¨p Ncepw aWepaoþ
«Xpt]mse bphXX³ lr¯pw
auknsâ hmep]nSn¨p \S¶p
ac¡«bmbo a\Êpw
IÀ¡nSIXmWvUhamSpw ]pgbpsS
apSnbm«w t\m¡nbp·¯\mIm³
icWw hnfnIÄ tI«pWcpw aIc¯nÂ
IpfncXn ap§nIpfn¡phm\mbv
Bäph©n ]q¡Ä Nmªp InS¡p¶
]pgX³ Icbnse XcnaWenÂ
Im«pRmh¸gw sIm­ണ്ടpNph¸n¨
\mhp\o«n \ndw Im«phm\mbv.....
Ime§Ä ImX§Ä ]n¶n«v tXsªmcmþ
sNdpIÃpIq«n¡fn¡phm\mbv
In«nesb³ aIs\sâv _meyw
C\In«pInsÃmcp \mfpsasâ _meyw
]pgbpsS amdn \n¶pXocp¶ \ocnÂ
]gp¸pw Icnbpw \ndªp......
aWseÃmw tImcn¯pf¨
hSp¡fneqfpbn«p®o Ipfn¨ph¶mÂ
aqs¡men¸pw apS§pw Sypj³
aq¶p \mf{Xbpw \jvSw
F«cbv¡pÅ dnbmenäntjmbnse
s]m«nIc¨nen ]¦ptNcm³
HcpIpSw I®nscmcp¡nsh¨p
\½sfmcp IpSw I®oscmcp¡nsh¨p
at\mtcmKnbmw aI\gpInPoÀ®n¨
X¶½bv¡v Iq«ncps\¶m (2)
Hcp XpÅn \oÀ¡Ww _m¡nbnÃ
I®n ]mgm¡nsbmgp¡n¡fbm³
auknsâ hmep]nSn¨p \S¶p
ac¡«bmbn a\Êpw...
Fgp hnjb§Ät¡gp Kpcp\mYþ
tcIpw Krl]mT`mWvUw
tXmfnteän¡p\nªmatbt¸mÂ
\o§psa³þ aI\nsÃsâ _meyw.....
F³.............aI\nsÃsâ _meyw